so you're prolly all confused

I imagine my last message on my journal made some people a little confused, and added to the list of confused people is myself- it really wasn't written for any other purpose but to say karma is a problem- Here's the quick end of a story:

Boy (me) meets girl (??) about two years ago.
Boy (me) likes girl (??) for about two years.
Boy thinks that everything this girl does is magic.
But, boy becomes a friend.

He listens to girl talk of problems in relationships, does anything for her;
He has to admit, her smile lingers in his mind hours after she's gone.
He wants nothing more than to just tell her what he feels;

So one day, he does in a 'not so forward kinda way'.
She must know, he thinks... that's why she ignors me now.

So to you, girl, I'd never wish anything bad to you, but wtf. Karma; you're just prolly too georgous to be on the other end.


Well... that's kinda depressing. Ummm... I can spike up the fun with a good story now;
So, I have meet some of the coolest people ever this summer working sportscamp and as an orientation assistant. I will be traveling to Chicago soon to see Ben Folds, I have stayed with some awesome people in Decorah, I have jobs that are more like a nonstop goodtime than work... and I can't wait to see what the future holds. STORY: A quick example of our good times; this girl I had met at camp (??) who i never really got to know that well= but I thought she was awesome and her swimsuit was tiny- so I write to her that she should keep on rockin, she writes back and pretty soon, what do you know, she's a half marathon runner. How cool is that. I just ran a 5k and I'm beat after that... 13 miles... that's quite amazing. Esp. to do it cometitivly. I mean, I've run 13 miles 3x by myself (or with the company of a relay for life) but I think I prolly stopped every 5 miles.
END OF STORY: I just thought I'd throw that little story in there so I can remember that even when people you thought were cool leave- there are always cool new people to meet.

AND THERE WENT A HOOLIGAN OUT OF THE CAMP; damn kids
j/k, i love camp.

CAMPERS ARE YOU READY??! YEAH!!
WHAT A DAY!!! YEAH!!!
I really love camp..

So tonight I watch elimidate and watched a nice girl get kicked off the show so that the boy (not me) could get some immediate action. Stupid. NICE GIRLS ROCK MY WORLD!! but only if they have at least a little wildside ;)! lol

Alright, I had this dream last night (well, not so much a dream, but rather, a crazy 'I'm awake but I'm going to think real hard until my arm or leg flys out for now reason' type thing) and it was about track nationals. I will be a national champion this coming year... you know, being a 5 time All-American is great, but it's alittle like Dan Marino; all those records and no superbowl title. I really wont be happy unless I have that title of National Champion. Obsessive? yes. but, obsessive is a word the lazy use to describe the dedicated (Thanks Whittney for that little saying and a way to forgive myself for being so obessive over this).

Well Well Well, it's almost two in the morning and I really need some sleep because last night my brain decided that I would lie in bed for hours before I would be able to close my eyes.

Shoutouts:
Once again- key master; you are the envy of Iowa- I love it.

I gotta give it up to Andie-- love the pics!

KJ and Becky this is for you; you two will both make it just fine in college, the real question is, "Is college ready for you?"

Tom- You are the creator of the magical train rides'
and Urgo, it wont be long till you eat again

Good Tidings and God Bless; even those from D-ville

O, and a special shoutout to all those who have discovered this little journal in Horicon... I'm sure we all have better things to do, but this is more fun.


GOODNIGHT!!!!! :)

Stay tuned for a new picture- the one of me that you see posted there is about two years old... i've been saying that for a while (about changing it) and I have set a deadline-- by the end of summer.